Have I Ever Told You How Much I Love You?

I mean really?

We go waaaaayyyyyyy back! 11 years is not beans. We have certainly had our fair share of challenges before our marriage and even during. Gboyyyyyy, it has been one roller coaster. But I want to know, do you really know how much I love you? Have I ever told you in such a way that you will really understand?

You know all this time we've spent apart. 

It has revealed a lot of things to me. I actually love you more than I thought.

I can't wait to see you again and spend the rest of my life with you.

I can't wait to look deep into your eyes everyday and tell you how much I love you.

I love the way you make me laugh, I love your walk, I love your smell, I love your values, I love your discipline, I love your tenacity, I love your determination, I love your positive outlook on life, I love the way you make me feel special, I just love who you are and how you make me feel as a woman. I feel privileged to know and love you. You are who you are. You wear your heart on your sleeve. There is nothing fake about you. What you see is what you get, so when you show me real love, I just know it is real. I feel it. I see it. I am it. 

You are my everything and more. You are all I ever need baby.

I miss you and I appreciate all that you have ever done for me. 

I appreciate all the sacrifices you have made because of me. 

I appreciate all the times you have stood up for me and defended me.

I appreciate all the times you have made me your priority.

I appreciate all the times you have called me beautiful, pretty, sexy, gorgeous etc. 

I appreciate all the love you have shown me over the years. 

I appreciate the way you take time out to make me feel special (yes boo, I still keep your love notes). My happiness is important to you. My laughter is important to you.

For all the times you bought me flowers. Or for every time you buy something in twos. Male for you, female for me. For all the times you have waited for me in the salon, for all the times you have stayed up to read with me, pray with me or listen to me nag or plan our future for the next 20 years, for holding my hand during every childbirth, for dealing with my emotional pms, I could go on. 

You are my king, my husband, my dad, my brother, my cousin, my soldier, my best friend, my inspiration, my baby daddy.

Wow baby I can't believe you turned out to be the father of my children. Look at how amazing God is. Thank you for fathering all my children. Thank you for giving me awesome children. They are a constant reminder of the bond we have and the love we share. They United us in a different way. I can't really explain it. I love you even more because of them. They solidify who we are as a family. They have indeed brought us closer I guess and I thank God for them and I thank God for you.

My love, my husband, my baby, you are my rock and I love you scatter sha and God knows how much I miss you right now. 

I LOVE YOU HONEY

xoxo